Self Doubt, Again.

Life is really a rollercoaster, isn't it? It has such a way of ensuring that you can feel every feeling.

This past 24 hours has been something different for me.

I went to a mentorship event yesterday looking for answers on what I should be doing with my business. I have honestly struggled a lot with what I should be doing since graduating.

My struggle with putting all of this together is my imposter syndrome. I am my own worst enemy a lot of the time.

With the mentorship event, I didn't go in there with a goal—I went in with what I needed help with in order to be successful. When able to discuss my struggles and what I am trying to navigate... the feedback was interesting.

As many of you know about me, I am a ~little~ witchy and utilize my tarot when I am looking for advice on possibilities in situations.

I got the 10 of swords in reverse—

I am hanging onto the past and refusing to let something come to an end. Things can only get better, and the cycle can start anew. The release needs to be initiated by me.

Recovery, Renewal, Resilience, Hope, Empowerment, Moving Forward, Acceptance, Growth

I asked about starting the new cycle—clarity on that

I got the queen of wands upright—

Creativity, ambition

Water & Fire: Love and Emotions / Passion & Growth

Believe in my ability to manifest, I am guided and protected now & always

Spend more time in nature to rejuvenate my energy & spirit before returning to my responsibilities.

I am still digesting what all of this means for me. I have an understanding of what is on its way for me.

Self-doubt and opinions can hurt; however, they are rooted in truth. Now it is time to find my truth, refocus on my passions, and utilizing my skills for the people who can help me find the right path for me.

I will continue to push forward through the doubt releasing all that is not meant for me.