A reason, a season or a lifetime

There was something about this weekend that has me feeling delusional—in the best way. There are some people that are in your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. There have been a lot of people that have been in my life for a reason, and they have taught me many lessons. People who come for a season often feel as though we needed each other to grow. The people who are in your life for a lifetime are typically seen as family; however, I am more of a chosen family person.

I have not had the privilege that some people have with a happy(ish) or healthy family. That has allowed me to have so many incredible adopted parents, chosen parents, and people who I go to for advice instead of my parents/family. My siblings—I would absolutely go to bat for them, always. We dealt with everything together but were forced to not talk together.

Sunrise with a lighthouse and birds flying in the background

Sometimes people come in and out of our lives throughout our life. I was never sure of the reason one particular person came into my life. All I know is whenever I see them, I grow. They make me want to be a better person for myself. They make me evaluate where I am and check myself.

There is no way to know for sure this person's purpose in my life, and I am not in a rush to find out. I am grateful for every day and taking my time to be sure that I get this right.

I know I have rushed a lot of things—been so excited, tried to control them. This time I am releasing control, letting what is meant to happen, happen.

Red lighthouse with a soft pink sky and red fencing

There are a lot of things in life to be excited about right now, and I have not been this excited for life in a long time.

I have been waking up and going to see the sunrises again, which has been so beautiful.

I took myself out on a little Valentine's date to see the sunrise and then again this morning because I knew it would be a great start to the day. I knew

I would need a little lighthouse in my life again and needed a good walk to get my head in a clear space. I looked at my vision board the other day and was trying to decide what I really wanted to focus on after my half-marathon since that is coming up. What is my next goal? What do I want to come as spring approaches?

I know I have said this before, and I will say it again. Kris Jenner works hard, but the universe works harder for me!

I am so grateful—even though yesterday single people usually get all emo and sad. I know who was meant to be a reason, and a season—a lifetime is still left to be decided. I was so thankful for everything that I have overcome to be exactly where I am today. Nothing is stopping me, nothing can hold me back. The world is calling me! I cannot wait to get out there and get it! You could say life is about to get quite dreamy.